An Amicable Nativity Story: Jose and Maura, In the Cold


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Jose meets Maura. (Photo by Bob Plain)

When they left the hospital it was after eight in the evening. By the time they reached the shelter they had stayed at the previous night, it was full and the doors locked. They had wandered the streets looking for some shelter from the wind and the cold. As they passed a vacant lot, Maura could walk no further. Jose saw the burn barrel, some wood, and a door on the side of a building that might help to shelter Maura. They stopped and Jose built a fire in the barrel.

Once again Maura’s scream broke into Jose’s thoughts. The contractions were coming much closer together now. Jose helped Maura count through the pain, encouraged her to take a deep breath, and then he stood up. He knew that the baby would be born very quickly now. There was no time to look for help. Having made up his mind, Jose took off his coats, sweater, shirt and undershirt. He carefully folded the undershirt and shirt and laid them next to the burn barrel to keep them warm. He then put his sweater, sweatshirt, scarf, and coat back on.

Reaching into his pocket, Jose pulled out a large pocket knife. It had been given to him by his grandfather. He opened the knife and reached into the fire for a burning board. Laying the open blade on the burning wood Jose was careful to sterilize as much of the knife as he could. Thus prepared, he knelt again by Maura and held her hand. Watching this steady, careful preparation, Maura suddenly found comfort in Jose’s presence and compassion, despite the great discomfort of birth.

Maura knew, was most certain, that she was supposed to be with Jose. She would never forget the look on her cousin Beth’s face, when she told her that she was leaving with Jose. Nothing Beth or Zack could have said would have changed her mind. Being eighteen, her cousin could not legally stop her and, given how busy the business was at that time, Beth did not try.

So, after the cherries were all picked, she joined with Jose in the migratory life. Until today, she had never questioned the correctness of her decision. When the next wave of pain struck, Maura sucked in air deep and quick. Gripping Jose’s hand tight, clenching her teeth, and listening to him count, she waited for the pain to pass. She was beginning to develop a routine as the contractions came ever more frequently.

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Editor’s note: Check back here tomorrow for the next installment in Rev. Bill Sterritt’s modern adaptation of the nativity story. RI Future is serializing Sterritt’s 26-page short story throughout the holiday season.  Here’s my post on the Amicable Congregational Church’s nativity story and scene.

Watch Michael Moore’s ‘Bowling for Columbine’


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In 2002 Michael Moore released the seminal progressive examination of the way American culture embraces guns, and that cultural ethos’ role in school shootings such as what happened at Columbine in 1999 and yesterday in Newtown, just 134 miles away. Moore won an Academy Award for best documentary but as we saw yesterday, not much has changed in our culture.

Most unfortunately, “Bowling for Columbine” is still relevant.

You can watch it here:

An Amicable Nativity Story: A Hospital Turns Them Away


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“Jose!!” Maura’s scream was filled with all the fear, pain and uncertainty of childbirth. On this clear, starlit, wind chilled night, with her water already having broken, Maura was about to give birth.

Jose panicked as reality began to set in. It was becoming almost too much to bear. “This is crazy!” he thought. “How am I supposed to help deliver a baby – here, in this cold, in this filth?!”

He had not felt this alone and scared since he had first crossed the border so many years ago. His thoughts were racing now. Why had he agreed to let Maura accompany him? This wasn’t his child anyway. Visions? Virgin birth? Preposterous!

“Yet,” he said to himself, a calmness beginning to slow his heart rate, “Maura has always been honest with me. Her faith is real. Now is not a time to begin questioning.” In fact, Maura’s faith had renewed Jose’s own. Over time her gentle manner seemed to calm Jose’s quick temper. Her daily prayers were never intrusive, never for show, never judgmental.

In the months they had been together, Jose’s relationship to Maura had changed from protecting a needy woman to wonderment, almost awe, and even, as he thought about it now, to love. Yes, Jose had come to care for Maura very deeply and he knew now for certain, what was felt but had gone unspoken before, he would accept Maura’s child as his – if she would let him.

Maura screamed again. When the pain subsided, Maura looked up at Jose with fear in her eyes. “Jose,” she said, “I’m scared. It hurts so much. I didn’t know it was going to be this terrible. What am I going to do?!”

Jose knelt beside her and, as much to reassure himself as her, said, “You are going to have a baby. We are going to have a child. I am here with you and together, with God’s help, everything will be okay.” Then stroking her forehead, he continued to speak to her in a calm, reassuring voice, trying to get her to relax a little, telling her to breathe deeply and slowly.

Jose was anything but relaxed himself. It was no longer the coming birth that was bothering him. He was struggling to keep his anger under control. Just two hours ago they had left the hospital emergency room. They had waited over four hours to see a doctor. When they were finally taken to an examining room the doctor said that Maura was not yet dilated. She told them despite the first signs of labor it could be days before the child was born. They would have to leave and come back later. Jose began to argue with her, but Maura did not want to make a scene, so they left.

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Editor’s note: Check back here tomorrow for the next installment in Rev. Bill Sterritt’s modern adaptation of the nativity story. RI Future is serializing Sterritt’s 26-page short story throughout the holiday season.  Here’s my post on the Amicable Congregational Church’s nativity story and scene.

A Eulogy for #Occupy


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If you’re busy, don’t read much further. Wait until you have a lunch break or are home or something. Because Quinn Norton’s “A Eulogy for #Occupy” is that good.

Contained within is all the hope, the pain, and the ultimate end of the Occupy Movement as we knew it. You find things like this about hostility to media:

…I witnessed people at Occupy Oakland body-tackle and subdue a screaming, running woman. I took a picture.

Three people came over from the tackle and menaced me, a few inches from my face. I stood and stared at them. I told them they should tell me why they tackled her. They just told me to get out or else, and I waited for them to do something to me. While the woman screamed in the background, a very large man took me aside and said that in the recent arrests some protesters’ psych meds were taken away and not returned. He explained that the woman was one of them. The camp had tried to get the meds back from police, but were ignored. They were doing the best they could to take care of the mentally ill as they lapsed back into their diseases.

On the importance of libraries:

The libraries in every camp were treated as sacred, and they were. They were all open and well-stocked with how-to and educational books, political tracts across the spectrum, novels and literature.

They were true libraries, trusting and trusted places. They were well-lit and quiet, kept as warm as possible through the fall and into winter. You could feel in the air how much the people loved the libraries. In Toronto, when the eviction came, they chained themselves around the library. In DC during the eviction, the librarians accepted being locked in for hours without food or water or bathrooms just to protect their library.

On the failure of the General Assembly:

Because the GA had no way to reject force, over time it fell to force. Proposals won by intimidation; bullies carried the day. What began as a way to let people reform and remake themselves had no mechanism for dealing with them when they didn’t. It had no way to deal with parasites and predators. It became a diseased process, pushing out the weak and quiet it had meant to enfranchise until it finally collapsed when nothing was left but predators trying to rip out each other’s throats.

On the inability to critique itself:

There was no critique in Occupy, no accountability. At first it didn’t matter, but as life grew messy and complicated, its absence became terrible. There wasn’t even a way to conceive of critique, as if the language had no words to describe the movement’s faults to itself. There was at times explicit gagging of Occupy’s media teams by the camp GA, to prevent anything that could be used to damage the movement from reaching the wider media. Self-censorship plagued those who weren’t gagged, because everyone was afraid of retaliation. No one talked about the systemic and growing abuses in the camps, or the increasingly poisonous GAs.

On how the police felt:

The police would quietly tell stories of their own to me. Never attributable, never usable in the normal course of journalism. They were the terrible things that go on in dark places in America, the things that hurt them, that turned their assumptions about other people so dark. They talked of picking up the same junkies again and again, of returning beaten girls to their tormentors, powerless to stop the sickening cycle of violence. One told me he’d covered up a disturbing sex crime. I looked at him questioningly, and he explained that the powerlessness of the victim meant the best he could do was let them escape into the night. We were both distressed, but him with a gun, and me with a pen, were both powerless. On TV, police were supposed to have near-magical technology, able to fix all the problems of society in an hour with room for commercial breaks. The media also represented their culture to them as one of torturers: sadistic men doing whatever to get the job done, whether it was via 24 or the news out of Gitmo. In real life, they often felt frustrated and angry. Many, though never all, had forgotten the role of mercy within power.

On where it goes next:

We don’t read about Occupy a lot in the wider media anymore. The pain from within the camps, and even more, the destruction from outside gutted much of the movement we called Occupy Wall Street. But the spirit is still stirring. In dozens of foreclosure defenses across the country, in the Rolling Jubilee, and in the ongoing story of Occupy Sandy, where many of those who had practiced in the parks managed to outperform the infrastructure of disaster. Organizations like FEMA, the National Guard, and the Red Cross failed to help a lot of people in New York in the wake of the hurricane. In many cases, it was the occupiers who got food and clothes to those who needed them, doctors to victims in the field, who comforted the lost, wounded, and broke, just as they always had.

I’m of two minds about Occupy. On one hand, I’ll never forget feeling that its anarchic bureaucracy was just as alienating as any bureaucracy I’ve seen in the corporate or government worlds. The inability to take criticism is especially hard for me, which is what led me to write things like this about the movement. On the other hand, what stung about that alienation was that I was involved in Occupy Providence’s early moments, however cautiously. The questioning of traditional/established institutions that Occupy engaged it, the critiques of power, the reaching out for each other, and the hope for a better world… I sincerely doubt I could’ve written anything like this without Occupy.

The danger of Occupy is that it may have left many bitter at its failures. The victory of Occupy is that those people are devoted to winning success.